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For some reason I am not receiving notifications when you post. I only noticed this yesterday and have some catching up to do. I started reading this last night way too late and had to close my laptop and go to bed before I could finish. The upside is that you and Yoshiko were in my dreams last night. I only remember that you were there and there was a large (natural) stone wall near the ocean. - bluffs. There were large ants that would come out and then dart back into the little cracks and crevices. This was a blip in a longer sequence, but I know that we were at the ocean in your neck of the woods ;)

‘Good-for-you’-itis is my new favorite.

And "the unknowable trust-fall into the Universe" perhaps the most apt description I've heard....it perfectly describes distinctly poignant decision points in life. The part of the choose your own adventure book when you choose to unlock the mysterious door in the wall instead of continue down the path you walk every day. It's exactly how I felt when I decided to homeschool my children, when Connor was 5; when I packed my three kids up in the night and fled a toxic marriage; when I packed those same three boys up again and moved to an apartment in Atlanta to start entirely over; when we stood firmly rooted in reality and refused to be injected....

Beautiful words, as always.

Thank you.

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Hola, Sarah.

I will check to confirm you're on the mail list. I've been good at doing at least one post a week since turning on the paid option. Monday morning is my publish day.

We were in your dreams! Wow, that is amazing and such an interesting dream. So fascinating you would dream about ants, as they have been a source of amazement to me here in Mexico. I've taken a couple of movie-clips of them, one during the silence course. Amazing creatures!

(I like 'good-for-you'-itis too. LoL! )

So glad you resonated with "the unknowable trust-fall into the Universe". The phrase 'trust-fall into the Universe' came from one of Tommy Rosen's (R20.com) reachers, Sadhvi Bhagawati Saraswati, who recently wrote *Hollywood to the Himalayas: A Journey of Healing and Transformation". It has received great reviews and I hear it calling my name, although I haven't read it yet.

I agree, that phrase has been my experience in the last 7 or 8 years with particular poignancy and power as I disentangled myself from dedicated corporate hamster and the self-destructive co-dependency practices of 'I'm a goodie goodie caretaker'.

I wonder if one of the characteristics of the 'awake' is some kind of courage. My friend Rick, very quiet and modest and unsure LA real estate agent was publicly pilloried for being un-injected, and despite the public and work pressure refused. Huge courage.

You have wonderfully described yours here! Thank you for sharing and that made me wonder if *that* is the foundation of the 'awake': courage to act with self-preservation in some way, more than intelligence, schooling, background, etc. This intangible measure of the human heart that remains hidden until it is required. Is that one of the 'high' level 'reasons' we are in covid: to be given an opportunity to discover and then act on our courage? I had no idea I had courage before covid. And now... Hmmmm. [Headshake.]

It is the choice point that we get to discover our depth of heart, our courage. More to think about. LoL! Looks a bit like endlessness to me, and us.

All the best, Sarah! I feel honoured and privileged to be with you on this path into the depth of our hearts! Wonderful. Thank you. Namaste.

🙏❤️🙏 ❤️🙏❤️🙏

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I checked my subscription list.

You have two gmails with me, both active. I've sent you a test message to both. Maybe gmail is spamming me?

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I have thought long and often about the absurdity (eccentricity) of protesting when we all know the history of such protests at achieving anything material. I enjoyed reading your views on the same, thanks.

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Yes, and you're welcome.

With my current awareness the 'controlled' protest is very likely part of the managed resistance. The number of obvious plants in the occupy movements, for example.

The truckers in Canada were outside of that, fortunately, and freaked out the controllers. That the controllers thought that they could bully the truckers is a great touchstone for the level of delusion of the planners. Reminds me of MBA-itis that destroyed the business community. No awareness that their plans were disconnected from reality.

All the best,

Guy

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Spontaneity is the scariest of freedoms. It can't be planned for; for either side!

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Correct!

Woke/MBA/Cabal are all planners, in denial of the reality of existence.

Spontaneity is actually the expression of freedom.

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